Hey,
So I'm in a depressive mood, I think. My cousin died a few days ago, suicide, and well I miss him. Plus I hate seeing my family hurt this bad. Considering he killed himself, because he just couldn't take it anymore( he had cancer) it has me thinking, what if things would be better off I was dead?? So, I'm not sure what to do, not sure what's keeping me from going upstairs and getting it done. I feel like his spirit is here, fighting with me, not to do it! But I don't know. And, I'm doing horrible, with eating.I'm definitely not ready to give up on being perfect and beautiful,but right now, I'm a completely fat,ugly, disaster. And frankly, I'm ready to give up on LIFE!
I'm sorry. :( Now isn't the time to give up on anything. Maybe take a break but don't give up. You can be perfect but maybe now isn't the time to focus on it. Or maybe now is the time to focus on it more than ever to get your mind off of things. I just hope you don't stay too depressed too long. Do something that will make you happy. I'm probably not much help. Sorry. :(
ReplyDeleteNo, thank you. It's fine:) I really needed to here this.
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