Late night guilt trip, yippee!

So, earlier today there were several comments made out of "sarcasm" that I was fat and ugly! Therefor, anyone that is 125 or more is completely fat! According to the smartest person in th e world! Anyways, of course I went on a guilt trip because I shouldn't be upset because I know it's true and I yet try to change that, even though I have to before school starts. So then I commented on my friends picture trying to be nice. I said she was model material, though she's short and isn't model material( yes I lied, I was being nice!) anyways I said it mainly because she's super skinny and well that's the only thing that's keeping from being big! basically! So, now I'm on a even bigger guilt trip, and of course i don't want to eat, but I know I will because of emotions! Weak bitch! Plus I was told I needed to crawl in a hole and die. I didn't need to be told twice!